I had returned at least once before. This time it was a shock, for part of the town had gone and they had put something else there in its place. I remember vaguely a shadowy image of a car park. Again, without going back, I’m not sure what it would look like today.
I set out to explore the town that last term, the academic folly of my existence for the past four years painfully apparent to me then. That I set out with some vague hope in my heart, only to leave rather broken, was the plain truth of those four years at university.
I subsisted on a diet of pizza and sandwiches for some time there, there was a packed lunch to pick up in the morning and then off to the pizzeria in the evening. So it made sense to start to find out about the rest of the menu in the restaurants in town. I must admit, in the summer, the town had that quality of paradise, lush hills and valleys, woods, a winding river, playing fields, even a polo ground. In the halo of tranquillity that the trees provided by the river, snaking its way around the town, I had roamed along the path, capturing the essence of the atmosphere of the time in my memory. Unfortunately, I developed a habit then of listening to loud rock music in earphones as I went along, of which such a habit would later find me in bouts of dizziness induced by such abuse.
On the return, the summer light in town was as beautiful as ever. And on the summer solstice, the restaurant on the bank of the river overlooking it was as nice and cheerful as I remembered. The town, as I knew full well, depended on the university, its staff, its lecturers and tutors, and undergraduates, and past students, without them the town could not survive in its bustling cafes and restaurants, busy trade stalls way.
I’m sure I was there at the university’s peak, not only in undergraduate numbers, but also in the public consciousness. Its reputation of the time survives in various pieces on the internet, as any cursory search on any search engine would find.
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